There Goes The Fear

Out of here
We're out of here
Out of heartache
Along with fear

If the plane crashes


I have been on airplanes since before I can remember; one of the few benefits of growing up between two countries. Every time I've ever got on an airplane, I've had it in my head that it might go down. It's probably normal. What I think about is, will you know it happens? Will there be a lead-up to it happening? Will you just awake from your slumber with wreckage and flames around you as you fall?

These things are going through my head right now, as are many others.

I have many regrets; I am sorry for the friends I have lost, whether it was my fault or theirs. I am sorry for the things I have done which hurt other people; these things are often on my mind. Although my life has not been one of greatness, I have more recently tried to be a good person. I don't know if that is ever enough.